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Nick Cannon opens up about Being suicidal

Nick Cannon has been “contemplating continuing [his] physical existence on this planet”.

The 39-year-old TV star has seemingly admitted to struggling with suicidal thoughts as he mourned the death of his friend and rapper Ryan Bowers, who sadly took his own life this weekend.

Speaking about Ryan’s death on social media, he wrote: “Just when I thought it couldn’t get any worse…2020 is definitely the most f***** up year I’ve ever witnessed! After waking up & barely rising from my own dark contemplation of continuing my physical existence on this planet, this powerful warrior actually had the b**** to do it. I can’t help but think if I wasn’t so engulfed in my own bull**** I could’ve been there for you when you finally took your life after several attempts… F*** this place!! #CantWin #ForLosing “

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Just when I thought it couldn’t get any worse… 2020 is definitely the most fucked up year I’ve ever witnessed! After waking up & barely rising from my own dark contemplation of continuing my physical existence on this planet, this powerful warrior actually had the balls to do it. I’ve said it once and I will say it again, this was the strongest dude I’ve ever met! Just over a year ago a San Diego Police Officer rushed in his home and unjustifiably shot him placing him in a coma for months. I stood by his bedside and promised him that if he made it out & fought the good fight that I would make his dream come true and put his album out and share his story with the world. He fought and fought, he woke up, they stitched him up, he learned to walk and talk again and within months we were back in the studio recording. Even through his strength he would whisper to me that “Everything Still Hurts”. His music was definitely his safe haven and it was amazing. Paying for lawyers, putting money in his pocket, even putting the music together all meant nothing because I feel like I failed my little brother. The Cops will get away with shooting another kid, everyone will just look at this as yet another loving farewell post, but to me @ryanbowersob was so much more than that. Once again my brother you have put this world in perspective for me. You would do that quite often because I never understood how someone who was experiencing sooo much pain could still laugh and smile through it all. This photo was the last time we seen each other in person. It was your first show back! Soldout crowd in our hometown San Diego and you rocked it!! You were so happy!! Proved to so many that you could do it and that you were Super Human! The greatest comeback I ever saw!! We almost made it little bro! But I guess even flying Super Heros have to land eventually. But I am certain that your energy will never die and your Spirit is eternal, so I ask you still to forgive me for letting you down Warrior. I can’t help but think if I wasnt so engulfed in my own bullshit I could’ve been there for you when you finally took your life after several attempts… Fuck this place!! #CantWin #ForLosing🙏

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READ: Nick Cannon remains as host of The Masked Singer amid controversy

Nick’s comments come after was recently the subject of backlash when he made anti-Semitic remarks on his podcast last month, which have since led to him being dropped by ViacomCBS and have the premiere date of his talk show pushed back.

The star revealed this week he will also be taking “some time away” from his radio show, ‘Nick Cannon Mornings’ on Meruelo Media’s KPWR-FM Power 106, to “commit to deeper, more thorough reflection and education”.

He tweeted: “Morning radio family. I have decided to take some time away from my radio show so I can commit myself to deeper, more thorough reflection and education.

“I continue to express my gratitude to the Rabbis, community leaders, and institutions who have reached out to me to help enlighten me.

“Their input and friendship will help me as I further commit myself to more profound learning and towards strengthening the bond between the Black and Jewish cultures every day going forward.”

Nick recently apologized for his remarks, admitting he was guilty of reinforcing the “worst stereotypes of a proud and magnificent people”.

He said: “First and foremost I extend my deepest and most sincere apologies to my Jewish sisters and brothers for the hurtful and divisive words that came out of my mouth during my interview with Richard Griffin.

“They reinforced the worst stereotypes of a proud and magnificent people, and I feel ashamed of the uninformed and naive place that these words came from.”

Despite being dropped from ViacomCBS show ‘Wild ‘N Out’, Fox has confirmed Nick will stay on as host of ‘The Masked Singer’ after he “sincerely apologized” for his comments.

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