So for a Couple of weeks I have been battling with a lot of criticism, lack of encouragement, from people i thought where my friends, family, But so do all the great men and women….
The bible in Psalm 61:2 says father when my Heart is overwhelmed lead me to the rock that is Higher than….I..!! Now that ladies and gentlemen is all the PANADOL i need to move on…..
SO last weekend was my birthday weekend, Yeiii HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME…belated… God’s has been sufficient, in ways i can’t explain…in WAYS i can’t explain…!!
My previous birthdays have been you know the usual, people come over drink, wake up on Sunday (Not go to church) have hung-over lunch ( I call it that because your literally stuffed full from last night but for some reason your still munching on everything).
My mum is such a party enthusiastic, she plans and insists on all our birthdays, graduations etc and so when i told her this time i wanted do something different, she looked at me like i was from mars and trust me we argued on the subject.
But i told her it had to be different, it just had to…. And so Me, Myself and i went to the MARA…Massai Mara ….ALONE!
None of my friends understood that whole concept, my mama thought i was crazy, my brother thought it was the best decision i had made for myself, while I.. Well i thought i was crazy too…
But i went…. I literally went to Loyk Mara Luxury Camp alone… Now it is said, that sometimes you should be willing to go alone (NOT LITERALLY Holy spirit is always with you) because you DO not need permission or validation from man to grow, and so that’s what i did.
Massai Mara, if you have been, i don’t need to explain, but if you haven’t, child get comfy, because Mara is just……… Just something.
God’s creation is nothing you can explain in words, am serious there is no word in the English dictionary to explain it. The sanity, the …I am sorry I honestly can’t!
Different spirits live in harmony, they actually do, they co- exist , something us human beings have found so hard to do, I mean women are busy hating , bringing down other women, men, well do men hate on each other??? (Am asking) because usually they are the most emotional but do they hate on each other??? Hmmmm..Anyway!!
Loyk is a camp, so literally it has no fence am serious, you’re not allowed to build permanent structures so no fences nothing, you walk among wild animals, so much so that just outside the camp two hyenas as I was writing this were busy doing their thing, you know chewing on carcass and all.
Anyway whilst at dinner one night we had to introduce ourselves and so I stood up and said “my name is Wangui and I am very talkative, mildly loud, and JESUS is and will always be my personal savior, he has done so much for me, and he can do the Same for you…On and on i went…told everyone to go on to my blog and read a few, and hoped it encouraged them.( These days am always talking about JESUS to anyone who will literally listen to me) then sat down and continued chewing on my soup. I dint think much of my testimony, after all I was in the Mara Doing ME… But little did i know.
During our last Bush dinner, two amazing ladies i meet actually opened up to me…. Maureen and Trizah, i literally had to go to the middle of the nowhere to meet and minister to two amazing women …Girl i was definitely saved with a purpose… #Believe that!
I don’t think i have meet anyone, sane, strong minded, independent , like these two women. The fact that we had a conversation in the wild about Jesus and Our Heavenly father was encouragement enough for me to keep Put Jesus on the airwaves, the best way i know how…
I am #Saved with a Purpose, i may not be perfect in fact i fall short of his grace Every day, in my thoughts, my inner thoughts, (Romans 3:23,) BUT he knew that i would do so, and in Lamentations 3:22-23 he encourages me that it’s Because of his mercies i am not consumed, his compassion fail me not, because they are new every morning. Every Morning. GET IT?
Okay so say, you are contemplating on going back to JESUS, but are afraid of failing to live up to his expectations ie at the back of your mind, what you Do is, GO BACK TO HIM, and when you fail, and you shall, REPENT, because he is a merciful God, HE will forgive you and renew that forgiveness Tomorrow morning ie To give you another chance. Get it??
So # Nairobi’s Saved Bella will still be here, yap… God has given me another Day, another Year, i shall Put my story out there, i will encourage where i can, Inspire Someone to Find my Heavenly Father, Because Non can fathom his LOVE.. Trust me… none…. And where i cant I WILL pray for his strength, because GOD’S FAVOUR chases me down everywhere I go, “surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life and I will dwell in the house of the lord forever Psalm 23:6